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Poetry by Rose Noir, © 2006 all rights reserved. 1 ~*Widow Of Desire*~ 2 COME TO ME 3 *Shrouds of my Fantasma* 4 Deafness Inside 5 Cry All At Once 6 Fill The Desire In my eyes 7 *Decadent Failure Of My Beauty* 8 ~Found In Forbidden Shame~ 9 ~Claimed~ 10 *Nyte Mistress Rape Me* 11 *~Sky Inside Your Lipstick Tube*~ 12 .:.*Let The Pain Congeal*.:. 13 *Phrase Inside the Box of the Uncontrolled* 14 Fool 15 Beautiful Creature 16 Suffering In Your Bliss 17 Utopian Lover (Beautiful Solace) 18 The Life Of The Pleasure Android 19 ~*Sugar-Coated*~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~*Widow Of Desire*~ Queen of the dark, scraping her nails so gently across his chest. The flesh of your lips turning so icy with every agonizing kiss. Shh, don't forget to close your eyes. Demonic angel approaches your side, running her fingers down your spine. Growling so loudly. You're a fool as she whispers nothing into hearts of men. Giving in, but never giving up. Fighting isn't an option. Mmm, she trapped you inside her womb. Pucker up, she'll suck your soul. Darkness isn't pain, she embraces you as the rain drops soak every bit of you. Gift of the grieving widow. The symphony carries you away, far far away. As quickly as she gave you to us, we rip you to shreds. Let the ashes drift enternally within this gloom. Feel her say your name upon these lips. Taking over the sensations, over-riding all sanity! Reality is just a dream. I am your nightmare. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .:.*COME TO ME. EMBRACE THE DARKNESS THAT LIVES BENEATH YOUR SMOLDERING SURFACE. THIS IS LIFE IS FILLED WITH USELESS BEINGS, A SIMPLE COMPLICATION. THIS IS NEITHER A STRUGGLE, NOR A FIGHT. THIS PROTECTIVE COCOON, SHEILDING YOUR FRAGILE TRUTHS. CALLING TO YOU, I STAND INSIDE YOU! DEEP INSIDE YOU! SHALL YOU DEFY THE DESIRE OF PAIN? DESTINY, THE USELESS WORD OF THE HOPEFUL. INSPIRE THIS BEAST TO SPARE THE LIFE THAT MATTERS NOT. CRAVING THIS, LOATHING THIS, AND ADORING THIS ANGUISH. HEARING THIS ALL ECHO IN YOUR MIND, DO YOU GIVE IT A SECOND THOUGHT? STANDING, WAITING. SHALL I BE EMBRACED? GO INTO THIS, FADE*.:. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Shrouds of my Fantasma* *Ghost sitting on my mind... Tick tock, tick tock.... This is so old and abused... You've given yourself the chance to bleed my desire once again... Massive pain engulfing my creature... Squirming in agonizing defeat... Can it see me behind this door? Poking my head out from behind this shroud... Watch the woe unfold... Darkness embraces me... This drug washes over me, dull my senses to the point of no-breathing... Oh, how I've long for this to touch my heart and chill my burning pain... Biting the lips.... Twisting the head... Tearing my flesh... Closing my eyes to embrace my madness... Standing still as the races past my inner thoughts.... Feeling the way it stings the world and comforts me.... Numb... So so numb inside... * Numb From Your Emotional Lashing to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Deafness Inside Sheer horror gripping this.... I adore my sorrow, pain, and bliss.... Twist and turn away my sweet justice... Sweet protective lies, shield the innocence inside.... Love is far beyond your reach... How do I wall thee? Hope and pray and prey and hope deep within this superficial sacrifice.... Force open the jaws of misery.... Why do you laugh when you’re going to be next? The one whose prayers shall remain unanswered; your alone, utterly alone... Reach for the sky as god's grave is falling on you.... Prey, run and scream though you feel this will bring death quicker to thee! Despite your embrace, it comes swiftly through the dark moonless night.... Death is closing in on us... Spread your wings ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cry All At Once Just sit.... Depend on the chair in your mind... Imagine the way our hands feel... Gripping raw, bloody flesh.... Let the corpse sink its slimy injustice into that innocent soul.... Devouring the guilt I have inside... Just deal with this sinner's past... Scream the name of your accuser! Repent to me... REPENT I SCREAM IN THE FACE OF MADNESS! Our souls seared together for all eternity.... Giving into yourself... Life sucking you dry..... Stone tears, shallow as my scrutiny of never ending fears... Obsessed With You to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fill The Desire In my eyes Following the scars across your chest.... Terror, gripping your tears.... We clash.... It flies to your soul... I embrace the yearning... Loathsome yearning... Turning to ice in my black soul.... Purify your thoughts... Wash you away of me... Turn away... This was my shame floating so high.... Bring my heart to this world, before there’s nothing left.... In the depths of my desire, I cry.... Tearing open the unforgiving sky... Shaking what is to be believed are your heavens... Remain between the ghost in my pure innocent lust for your life.... Wash me away from you.... Nothing left... Just these tears that plague the beautiful, dreadful rain.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Decadent Failure Of My Beauty* *Be still as the blood flows so soundly to the white tile... Swirling in desire, the colour of my life is fading so fast... Just run away with this humanity of foes.... Beauty seems to be seeping from all the cracks and corners of my yearning guilt... Watch as this sinks itself into me, indulge in the decadence... * *Its clear to you that I shall never remain the same.... Pain shrouding this queen in devious shame... The woes call for you.... * Carpe Noctem to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Found In Forbidden Shame~ ~Something beautiful pulling at the strings of my dead, black heart... Tasting what I could never have... Killing my will to survive.... As hard hands grip my soft, angelic throat... Strangling my trust in you! Slamming the pity and shame hard into the cold, wet earth... I've been laying in this position all my life, never realizing my potential to breathe you in and suck you dry.... On this day, the day I rise to your occasional love... Don’t think this will continue forever more...~ Loathing the roller-coaster of emotions for you! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Claimed~ ~If you've ever touched me... Gripping this desire...Burning my passion in this holy flame.... Laying alone in the dark.... The lies are sending shivers up my spine... I stare up at the cloud as this guilt is raining on me... Searing! Just let it sink deep into the bone... I finally see your eyes... I can breathe as you dig this into me... Feels like a tender kiss by a poisonous snake at the heart of me... Engulf me.. Embrace my cracked heart... I just need you... I just want you... I can feel you deep within me... Closing my eyes... Wishing you could see through me... Feeling so useless... So worthless you destroy me...~ Craving Your Lust *Phrase Inside the Box of the Uncontrolled* *Staring up at the raw, bleeding heavens... The water grows higher and higher in my shallow soul... Gaining control as I always do, just so you can steal it from my skin again... Doors, glass doors cannot hide such a beautiful embrace... Share my sin, taste the fruits as I dive into your universe... Pure pleasure gripping my bones! Watch my eyes roll in the back of my skull... This seems to be so good that I want to kill it away... No no no, get it away! Just listening to you makes this die away.... The smell turning my inners... Chunks in my throat... You're the cause of the foul stench between my Lord! Fraud... You do all you can to fake me.... Again and again and again I give this desire to you... Throw it on the ground... Stomping... Stomping.... Tears falling... I'm crawling back to you once again... Sad... Lonely... Pain... Anguish... Taking away this very soul that contains you... Wash me away... Wash the hands of your sweet injustice clean... Needles through the spine of your supposed lover... Stepping stones... Step over me....* Unleashing the Thoughts You never Knew to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Nyte Mistress Rape Me* *If this isn’t me.. Where am I? Must this force deep within steal my breath so cold-heartedly? Enough eternal questions from this little shit... Give yourself to me... Tasting this sweet forbidden desire... Before you decide to run away with your strange woe, remember the eyes of time watch you! Slamming the fist into the body that so pains my life... Kissing the snake... Oh, how you rub this so hard! Take myself away from you... Divide this in two... I look deep into your scars... Fear shall remain your goal... Touch me... I strangle this cunt! So rude to enter my secret castle... Run into your sad little hole... The night shrouds my body.... I embrace this beauty...* Twisting your perfect little neck ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *~Sky Inside Your Lipstick Tube*~ ~+.:My fragile body shrouded by the massive dark inside us all:.+~ ~*Eyes of mine, in my heart of hearts.. Lusting of the desire that burns a thousand of your beautiful skies... Tasting the nectar of your irresistible charms*~ *~Forbidden fruits, my pain must savor.. In this life, the seas have drown out the luster in my dried soul...~* Mind Drifting Into Ecstasy .:.*Let The Pain Congeal*.:. .:*Don’t bother to resurrect me... For your injustice is too late... Take you to your grave... Feel the dust collecting... Fueling my deconstruction... Scratching away, peeling back the pieces with a scornful knife... Forget me in the end... Toss everything to the beasts... The stench overwhelming to the senses... The surface begins to peel and crack... My vision blurring before these unholy skies... Split the heavens, swallowing the earth... Invade the homes of your wretched fools, plotting your king’s demise... NOT PROGRAMMED TO FEEL to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .:.*Let The Pain Congeal*.:. .:*Dont bother to resurrect me... For your injustice is too late... Take you to your grave... Feel the dust collecting... Fueling my deconstruction... Scratching away, peeling back the pieces with a scornful knife... Forget me in the end... Toss everything to the beasts... The stench overwhelming to the senses... The surface begins to peel and crack... My vision blurring before these unholy skies... Split the heavens, swallowing the earth... Invade the homes of your wretched fools, plotting your king's demise... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Phrase Inside the Box of the Uncontrolled* *Staring up at the raw, bleeding heavens... The water grows higher and higher in my shallow soul... Gaining control as I always do, just so you can steal it from my skin again... Doors, glass doors cannot hide such a beautiful embrace... Share my sin, taste the fruits as I dive into your universe... Pure, pleasure gripping my bones! Watch my eyes roll in the back of my skull... This seems to be so good that I want to kill it away... No no no, get it away! Just listening to you makes this die away.... The smell turning my innards... Chunks in my throat... You're the cause of the foul stench between my Lord! Fraud... You do all you can to fake me.... Again and again and again I give this desire to you... Throw it on the ground... Stomping... Stomping.... Tears falling... I'm crawling back to you once again... Sad... Lonely... Pain... Anguish... Taking away this very soul that contains you... Wash me away... Wash the hands of your sweet injustice clean... Needles through the spine of your supposed lover... Steping stones... Step over me....* to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .:.*I AM SIMPLY A FOOL FOR THAT TENDER SWIFT PAIN YOU CALL LOVE. .:.*LIFE IS FLEETING, LOVE IS JUST A WORD WE SAY WHEN WE'RE INFATUATED WITH SOMEONE OR SOMETHING. .:.*JUST SAY YOUR IN INFATUATION WITH ME AND I'LL DIE AWAY*.:. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .:.*GAZING DREAMILY INTO YOUR EYES*.:. .:.*THE BITTER HATE MELTS FROM MY HEART*.:. .:.*THERE'S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME HERE BUT YOU*.:. .:.*BEAUTIFUL CREATURE IN MY SIGHTS*.:. .:.*WHAT A PLEASURE IT WOULD BE TO CARESS SUCH A GENTLE SOUL*.:. .:.*THE DELIGHT OF YOUR HANDS CARESS*.:. .:.*HOW QUIETLY I STARE DEEPLY INTO THE UNKNOWN*.:. .:.THE UNDERSTANDABLE DOUBT CONSUMES ME*.:. .:.*YET I CANNOT LOOK AWAY*.:. to Top ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Pick up the phone. I'm all alone as desire courses through me. Open the door! I will not go away! Open your heart! Feel the blood drain more and more each day! Open your mind! I'm here to stay! You can't push me away. I'm here to stay! Darkly I whisper to you under the sheets. The skies split and I see that insanity I bleed for. These black shrouds surround your heavenly body. Mmm, feeling this all drain away. Nothing to do, not left for you to say. The gift of my swift mind blows the winds of time. Eyeing you from the back of the room. Blow them all a kiss good bye. Kiss me darkly, sweetie pie. Lick the taste from my fingers. Suck you dry. Smearing my face, I'm blurry for all to see. With each beat so bleeds the day. Wind, it speaks to you! Grabbing the flesh. Scratching, clawing your way inside! Howling winds toss my lovely around. Watch me as my mind swarms with your ill faded truth. Come to me, hide in my affection. Push me away. Never say good night. I can barely breathe. The world crashes down upon me. What do you have to say for yourself?! You're just a beautiful dream. I'm suffering in your bliss. Hold me in your arms. Tear me apart once more. Inspired by and dedicated to Rebecca {The_Wicked_Beauty} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Don't be shy, kiss me. Don't tease me, hold me. Your embrace soothes the pain to the core. Only you and I matter. Closing my eyes hoping and praying this isn't a dream. Your sparkling eyes say what your lips cannot. Breathing you in so deeply, I know I'll be able to let you in. Promise me you'll never leave me. Forever is a very long time to love me. Until I close my eyes. Feeling the lies close in on me. There's no more air to breathe, this isn't the way it's meant to be! Why did you say these things to me? Your promise was a lie! What happend to my world? What happend to my beautiful moon and dazzling sun? As this life draws near to the end, I can only think of you. As you once thought of me, I caress your cheek for the last time. You were my solace, my utopian lover. Everything we've been through was over within blink of an eye and a flash of light rains down on me. As I wave good-bye to my fair prince.... My utopian lover, my beautiful solace. Inspired by Rebecca (Wicked_Beauty) And past relationships. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ to Top The Life Of The Pleasure Android You make me cry when you stare at my broken flesh. Am I not your little human puppet anymore? You broke me! You broke your own heart with my demise. For once you didn't love this flesh. Leave me to rot inside your bottomless wound. As I scream out to you with the only instrument I have. I was your voice, I'm run down and tossed to the side of the trash heap. The only thing I can do is think of how much I needed you to repair my heart, instead you ruined the rest of me. In my memories as they begin to fade your face is the only thing in my view. I can't be bitter. I can't hate you. I'm in love the phantom of my creation. You were to supposed to show me the way but in the middle you destroyed the best of me. I can't get rid of your image. What's going to happen to you now that I'm gone? You're now the stain on my bleeding memory. This romance of the doll has come to a close. You've bid me fare well for the last time. I cant help but think that I'll see that happy face, that smile you wore when you felt the flesh of your puppet. I dreamt he was laying next to me in this pile. I smiled when he brushed my lips with his fingers. The day light flooded my vision and with a flash he fled my heart. Why is it getting darker now? I just saw the sun, I can't move. I can't even panic! Can't he save me again?! I'm closing the world out now. I'm running back inside my fragile hole. 'He's not the one you love!' The voices screaming in my head just won't leave me alone! Why can't I cry for him anymore? It's getting so much colder. I can barely remember his face. His name escapes my lips so softly you can't hear my voice, if I still have one anymore. Now it's gone, why can't I remember? Where am I? My wandering eyes shift to you. Battered and broken once again I'm fixed. I'm on this shelf reflecting my darker days. Those numbest moments I felt you. You've restored my innocence. I can't even remember my last thoughts. I'm staring into this mirror she put before me. I'm different! This eyes, this hair... My flesh has been restored, my heart repaired by the one that saved me for my fading mind... In the middle of searching my face, his image comes quickly into view. My love calls to me... I must go. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~*Sugar-Coated*~ Killing me without speaking even a single word. I know it's what I need. I know I need your fist in face. I need the hurt you cause me to make me feel truly alive. Just one more time I can finally soothe this pain. Run away from the life you've thrust upon me. Their pity makes me sick. Is it asking too much to let me embrace your torment? My stomach churns at the thought of touching you. I'm leaving myself behind. Leaving my life behind, wishing this giant would stomp this world out. Sailing across the ocean of my regret. I need to escape me. I cant run away. I feel the hot tears running down their faces. I can't fly away from this, why can't you see the tears falling down you. Destroy yourself its all you have left. You've done nothing for yourself. Swallowing another one of your sugar-coated lies. Now that it's done I can't give you any more. It's eating a hole through me. I've been praying and nothing brings me bliss. Wanting so much to sprout wings and fly. No longer your slave, I'm alone and free. Nothing but desolation has followed me. Desolation and fear has brought me back to you. You've won.... Again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ to Top .:.*DECADANCE. FOUL IS THE STENCH THAT SEEPS FROM YOU*.:. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .:.*WHIRLING ME WITH THE WINDS OF TIME, ROMANCE TURNS THIS COLD HEART FROM STONE. MELTING THE COLD ICE IN MY SOUL*.:. Thank you for visiting. [ Sign My Guestbook] [ View My Guestbook] Powered by E-GuestBooks Server. to Top .:.*Looking for a new fresh face for alternative modeling?*.:. Content © 2005 Rose Noir all rights reserved.